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Thursday, October 5th, 2006

Subject:Hi
Time:2:05 pm.
OMG i made a post 8)

yep that's it.
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Saturday, January 7th, 2006

Subject:Just Breathless
Time:4:28 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Watch her go, watch her go, watch her go
She'll have to cut it away to save her life
And she knows, see she knows
It's like a fatal disease
You'll hear her cry, Oh
Take this, Make it something beautiful again
Make this, Make this heaven cause you're beautiful to them

Got you anyway
I'm gonna say that I've been taken over
No, let's go again
You tell me when, And I'll be taking over

And you know that I'll never (I will do it again)
Do it again (I'll take it away from you)
And I'll tell you I love you (I'll take it again)
(Just give me the chance, I'll take it again)
(I'll take it away from you)
Say it again

Got you anyway
I'm gonna say that I've been taken over
No, let's go again
You tell me when
And I'll be taking over

And time stands still
It's at a picture
(I think of every word you say)
And time moves on to the next one
(I think of every word you said)
With every word you said

Got you anyway
I'm gonna say that I've been taken over
No, let's go again
You tell me when
And I'll be taking over

And I'll tell you I love you (I'll take it again)
(Just give me the chance, I'll take it again)

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She's a liar
It comes to this
All we had 'til now is gone
And I'm the other
Piece to this
Every time I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one who...

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies are getting old

She starts feeling on her own
She makes the city seem like home
All you had for me is gone
I give and I give
But you hope in return
Never thought I'd be the one to burn

Every time I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one to
I don't wanna be the one who...

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies are getting old
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Friday, January 6th, 2006

Subject:Different but new
Time:5:41 pm.
Mood: optimistic.
"Different"

Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And I, find it hard to care.

I wanted to see something that's different, something that I said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I, I'll know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in my own way.

I wanted to see something that's different, something that I said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be perfect
This could be all I'm waiting for.

I wanted to see something that's different, something that I said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

23 days til i'm where my heart is. Yes roxy, this is for you, you better appreicate me at work tomorrow.
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Time:4:15 am.
Livejournal you were good to me, but I am parting ways with thee!
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Wednesday, January 4th, 2006

Subject:Suprise
Time:9:43 pm.
Mood: excited.
I was sorta down last two days, until I got some of the most goregous news, news soooooo good I can't sit still.

I am making my journal Friends Only from now on, I want it to be private and not for outsiders to see.

If ya want to stay drop a comment please, otherwise i'm removing you, even if i have just one friend.

Good news to come in my next post.
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Subject:Lazy
Time:1:55 am.
Mood: cheerful.
After not working for a month, it sucks to be working again because i'm so tried and out of schedule, but at the same time is so wonderful to be making the money! I suppose balancing to jobs will be hard, but I can do it. Now it's time to save to get some of my car fixed up from an accident I had in boston. I'm going to try and buy some land in South Carolina, so keep your fingers crossed for me 8). Otherwise, it's 2am here, and i'm blasted tired. Got some new friends that I'm starting to love very much, we'll see what happens. Either way, goodnight.
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Monday, January 2nd, 2006

Subject:Ow
Time:12:36 am.
Mood: drunk.
Last night, for the 1st time in a long time, I drank way to much, to the point I'm sick today. Alots going on, so much I can't type and don't have time to type it all. I think SC is calling me back, and I may be moving back very very soon. Going home to my family and old friends.
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Saturday, December 31st, 2005

Subject:Pride War
Time:8:26 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Well, the way I see it, at times we are all engulfed in a pride war over ourselves or another. I am my own enemy sometimes as we all are. The only thing we can do through it all I suppose is just move on. Easier said then done, or in some cases, an inevitably beautiful thing disguised as a chore; your not wanting to do it, but in the end feels so much better being done. I just wish I didn't waste so much time on something so unimportant to me. Sometimes, pride within ourselves once again forces us to keep going to make others show we aren't a failure in everything. I fought for my pride, being very selfish. I fought for my honour being held a betrayer to my own words. One day, I will eat those words. That day is not today.

It's a new year tonight, with a new day, and a new life. I can't take a single thing I did this year or in the past back, but I sure as hell can look forward to the future and accomplishing great things. Sometimes, letting go things that plague you can be the best thing for the soul. It's like an addiction to heroine waiting for rush, the cold sensation to run though the viens inducing triggers in your brain upon your sensory nerves, vision, hearing, feeling so high, your fearing the crash. It's so deadly but so good you won't let it go, until it removes itself from your veins. I have been flushed of all iniquities, and am free to lead a life of my own.

Happy New Years everybody, you make your life what you want. Your here today and gone tomorrow.

~Pride War~
You'd trade our starving eyes for a tar and feathered heart, a twenty-five cent execution, to hear your anthem praises played on frequency decayed a breath of frigid self-made winter. Sing out and sing loud we'll sing as loud as you do and hold on hold on cause this is the end of the line I'm not falling. Of beautiful and sacred things and your immaculate disguise I'm trading it in for my pride war emblem. As if id fall to pieces in the wake of your design.

~S&T~
And on these boats, ride the hopes of working class boys, dreaming of girls, from far away points.
And better things. Like winter flings.And longing after spring has sprung. And they fly north when winter's done.
And we get burned in summer's sun...

~FsF~
Now New Years Party time, Cheers!
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Monday, December 26th, 2005

Subject:Mercy Me
Time:7:34 pm.
It's been a long day living with this
It's been a long time since I felt so sick
I took a long walk straight back home
I could've walked back to San Francisco
I used to long for time alone
I used to long for a place of my own
now I'm losing faith in everything
I'm lost, so lost, i'm lost at sea, you'll see

I used to long for broken bones
I used to long for a casket to call my own
I never had a problem facing fear
but I'm done, over and out my dear and

Oh mercy me
God bless catastrophe
There's no way in hell
We'll ever live to see through this so
Drive yourself insane tonight
It's not that far away and I just
filled up your tank earlier today


It's been a long day living with this
It's been a long time since I felt so sick
I took a long walk straight back home
I could've walked back to Chicago
I used to long for time alone
I used to long for a place of my own
and I've lost faith in everything
I'm lost, so lost, I'm lost without you

Oh mercy me
God bless catastrophe
There's no way in hell
We'll ever live to see through this so
Drive yourself insane tonight
It's not that far away and I just
filled up your tank earlier today
(Yeah!)

So drive yourself insane tonight
It's not that far away and I just
filled up your tank earlier today
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005

Subject:Time to Waste
Time:11:14 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
There's someone down below blowing you a kiss.
They watch from their windows
as all arms fall to their sides,
and all eyes fix on the death of tomorrow.
And you found everything you need
to make a life complete,
completely revolting and they have safety and relief
For sale down the street.
I see you in line every day

You had time to waste and I'm not sorry,
such a basket case, hide the cutlery.
I had time to kill, it's dead and buried.
You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.

These creatures are waking up in these dark trees.
Awaiting like vultures.
Eyes roll back turn white in time to feed
They salivate in hunger.
for you, and everything they need
to make a death complete,
completely unnatural and salvation lies
behind those dead eyes that watch you while you sleep every night, and

You had time to waste and I'm not sorry,
such a basket case, hide the cutlery.
I had time to kill, it's dead and buried.
You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.

You had time to waste and I'm not sorry,
such a basket case, hide the cutlery.
I had time to kill, it's dead and buried.
You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.
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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005

Subject:Reflection
Time:1:24 pm.
Mood: okay.
I had a long entry, but I'm editing it because I realized I really don't care, lol. Good Times.
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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005

Time:9:07 pm.
Do me a favor and listen like a child. Go away!
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005

Subject:Betrayed
Time:2:52 pm.
Mood: awake.
Ever feel betrayed. Ever feel like you truly new someone, and then you find out something that completely destroys your trust. It's the little things make the biggest difference to me. The little things you can neglect to inform me that will determine our demise. It's coming closer, like a rogue bandit waiting to backstab you so deep it barely scrathes the heart. A compromise of friendships for a relationship. It's your little secert that hinders me to the core, manifests, and consumes my soul so much you can barely sleep. This assumption then, is that it isn't a secert, but a known fact? Yet, you would not tell me and lie to my face! Only traitors deserver to be burned along with liars in the fire that you call "fun." Playing with emotions is fun....Keeping a secert is fun....Afraid I'm going to get mad, so don't tell me though nothing happened. Your existence is becoming a vapor. I can smell it like a dirty taste in your mouth. You try and get rid of it over and over, but it just seems to linger. The more you try to get rid of it, the worse it gets. If only I can find a way to sleep. If only I can find a way to call you "Lover."

Days have never felt longer, and nights have never felt colder.
The rising of the sun used to leave me with a sense of happiness and love. I look foward to the rainy days then, so you can be covered and hidden away.

I wish you away with the rain.
I wish you the death of a betrayer.
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004

Subject:You did this.
Time:1:56 pm.
Mood: lonely.
One day when your looking back, and realize what you did at that moment, don't say I told you, and you made the choice. You could've stayed and talked things out with me regardless of how mad you were at me. It's understandable that you were mad, I would probably be too, but that's what love is, communication, which is something you are showing me you don't have for me everyday. You meant so much to me, and are going to place a scar on my heart for forever. It's like that old tree in the backyard, with our initals carved inside a heart. It will always be there, but I won't. I've made lots of mistakes in this relationship as well, and I can't hide that. I probably made the biggest ones, but you destroyed us. You made the final decision when you hung up that phone. Forgive me, but I can't be everything you deserve.


This song serves it's purpose perfectly in this situtation.

Hey, did you hear about my mistakes?
I never thought you'd see me looking down
Even though I made a mess of everything you made for me
All along you were there
Waiting like you said you always would
Yeah, you said you always would

We dont have to wait for anything at all now that I've learned
The school will never learn a thing
I can't believe that you would send your love to me now
Even though I don't deserve it

Forgive me, but I can't be everything you deserve
And I know it's too late to crawl back to you tonite
But theres a few things that I just need you to know
The way I felt when we were close
And how the stars explode everytime you are near

But all along you were there
Waiting like you said you always would
Yeah, you said you always would

I am so far, I couldn't see
But you made every day so sweet
All along you were there
Waiting by my side

Yeah, you love me even though I don't deserve it
You love me even though I don't deserve it

You are a beautiful and wonderful person. I really do love you with all of my heart, but sometimes, things don't work out or just aren't meant to be I guess. I am heartbroken, and alone. I didn't do this, you did. Why couldn't you just learn to love me?
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Thursday, October 28th, 2004

Subject:Understanding
Time:8:30 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Forgive me, but I never will be anything you deserve.
Forgive me, but I will never be anything you want.
Your waiting like you said you always would, but we don't have to wait for anything at all now that i've learned.
Forgive me, but I can't be anything you deserve.
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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004

Time:11:36 pm.
The only person you ever have to be is the girl I love. Thats who you are, and don't let anybody including yourself tell you differently. You are my love. You are incredible. You are fantastic. You are wonderful, amazing, kind, unselfish, unpathetic, out going, smart, dazzling, beautiful. I'm here with you every step of the way. I love you.
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004

Time:7:17 pm.
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